June 29th 2015
Today I had a day off work so I tried to fit all the possible things there are to do into one day. I couldn’t settle on one specific thing I wanted to do today, so I pretty much just did them all. I woke up and did some things that I needed to do, like look for my passport (didn’t find it)
Then I did one of my favourite things and just laid in bed for ages and scrolled through every social media site for which I have an account. Then i got in the shower and decided to do something productive with my day, so when I got out of the shower I went for a run (I know) for the first time in ages, and that was pretty painful but I’d like to get in the habit of doing that every day. And I know I’ve said that a lot during the course of this blog, but I’ve never quite go into a routine of it.
After the run I came back and had another shower, and then I dithered about for the rest of the day. I read a bit, I watched a film, I ate food, I played xbox, I sat in the garden, I sat inside. I couldn’t really decide on what it was that I really wanted to do so I basically just did everything.
Usually I do everything in binges/phases. If I sit down to read a book I normally won’t get up until it’s finished. I’ll binge watch a TV show or complete and entire video game. Right now I’m in no specific phase, I’m kind of just floating. I’m playing sports, I’m running, I’m reading, I’m working, I’m seeing my girlfriend, I’m wasting time on Twitter, or my Xbox, or my laptop.
I wanted this summer to be one full of writing, but I’ve not yet got onto that phase. I’ve not really got to any phase. I’m just floating.
It’s July 1st tomorrow (technically the day after tomorrow?), and the first of a month usually inspires me to do something productive.
Until tomorrow, I am just floating through the days.